punching bag or punching through?

Sometimes the Universe delivers a body blow in the form of an unexpected series of events that can be a direct uppercut to my equilibrium: losing a job, having a miscarriage, losing my way, people i have depended on moving away, toxic ppl i considered close i had to cut off from. Oh boy the pain..the pain.

BUT instead of panicking, im taking a deeeeeeep breath - then im breathing out this huge sigh of relief!!! I had a gut feeling about these things - the energy of the times, various places (literal and metaphorical) and the aforementioned 'people' was beginning to expire. 

SO NOW WHAT?

Now.... it's time to re-energize and begin a new phase - and see the neat thing is now, with a clean slate, i can design it however i want. I've taken charge and im beginning to learn the thrill that i now HAVE the personal power to change anything. I can reinvent, vent, venture! Its times likes these u want to live again 
(cited from my muse Dave Grohl of The Foo Fighters, former drummer of Nirvana - never heard of either u MUST be an alien!!!)

So its time to Get Busy, time to change, create, design, take charge!
In the poetic rhythmic reinventor of our time named Madonna aptly puts it: 
Express Yourself, Don't Repress Yourself ;D